[this profile is three years old. ZOMG. but still applicable in many aspects] ^^
hi. i'm jman.
you may not know me but if you do lucky for you. :)
i like writing, mostly. i like the moment when i first open up ms word or get my pen to start a journal entry and all my previously unwritten thoughts become transformed, concretely, into commas and phrases. i like the satisfaction i get from finishing something i put much effort into writing, especially when i can express my ideas in lucid, flowing words. i like letting other people know what i think and how i function and what makes me tick by the words i write.
i don't have a distinct personality. sometimes i go nuts over something then i'll turn really hyper and enthusiastic and that's when i'll be really nice and accommodating. but oftentimes i turn moody and when i get into my i-hate-the-world mode, it's no fun being around me and you better get out of my way. i have a lot of really crazy ideas but sometimes i just want everything to turn out normal and okay and fine. i like planning my days and weeks ahead and generally have an organized schedule stuck somewhere in my mind. i like organizing my thoughts. or labelling my moods. or concretizing whatever chaos resides in my head. living through my words relaxes me and reassures me of my existence.
whatevs. i like dancing, eating, soundtripping, watching anime, reading, movies, generally spacing out and having a good time.
i like donuts.
jman. nineteen. cynical. poetic. loving. messy. vain. comic. deluded. independent. free. clingy. schizophrenic. gullible. restless. dense. angelic. hypocritical. self-conscious. humanistic. materialistic. different. chauvenistic. unworthy. unbecoming. moody. uncouth. dead. suffering in eternal damnation. irresponsible. thick. disturbed. dark. throw my head back and laugh. mysterious. freakishly ambitious. irresistable. emotionally unstable. biased. amoral. prejudiced. vital to the betterment of society. obssessive-compulsive. neurotic. narrow-minded. apathetic. witty. self-absorbed. desultatory. hyper. cute. and i need more hugs.